Truthful Tuesday

I tend to get rage filled when a 40+ year old cries to me about losing their parent or even worse a grand parent. It takes every ounce of restraint in me to bite my tongue, which if you know anything about me is a task most wouldn’t believe possible. Filtering my mouth is hard.

I want to scream, ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME WITH THIS SHIT RIGHT NOW?! I know it is my grief, but it is also bitter jealousy. Seriously, you had how many years with them? I got screwed early and my nieces lost their mom before they were even in preschool, so piss off because I consider you fortunate. I’m not saying their grief isn’t valid, but the worst thing people can do is cry about a loss to the ones who have been robbed of a loved one early in life.

I hate the months of November through February. The grief doesn’t go away or get easier, it just gets different.

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  1. musingandmulling said: I feel ya, Girl, and you lost your parent even earlier than I lost mine. I felt robbed in many ways, especially for my kids. And it never gets easier, just different. The holidays are hard for me too, anniversaries, birthdays. Absence is palpable.
  2. jeeneebee said: I hear ya sister! I was 13. Hugs to you!
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