January 2012
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Here We Go Again
I’ve been awake for about an hour, I awoke after yet another dream. I haven’t been having nightmares, more like disturbing dreams from my past with specific people/events or dreams that seems set in the future, because they clearly haven’t happened in real life, but seem realistic. These dreams have the power to make me incredibly sad or super pissed.
Saturday mornings dream...
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Truthful Friday
I haven’t posted much of anything lately it seems. (You’re totally welcome for this by the way.) I just don’t have much of anything that I want to share, okay I have absolutely nothing because I’m B-O-R-I-N-G if you want some serious truth. But, in a few short weeks I plan on spamming your dashboards with all the NYC and Snark awesome. That’s right more words about...
I've Got The Moves (And Boobs) Like Grandma
I woke up bright-eyed at 2am this morning, because my leg and knee were throbbing like a tweenage girls heart watching Bieber lip sync. Between pushing myself, my limits and the weather change I can barely walk. Yay for being a 28-year-old gimp! All the pain I has it; I’m resting today and listening to my achy injured body. I do learn eventually from my mistakes, I’m just a little slow...
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Truthful Tuesday
I’ve noticed I’m starting a new routine, a routine of avoiding through constantly making myself busy. I don’t know if I’m currently so focused on the progress I want for myself and reaching my personal goals, or if I’m just trying to avoid classic good distractions such as friends and Tumblr for a deeper reason.
This time of year I can easily be triggered into...
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Totally Not Gonna Lie
Whenever people would say, Tumblr unfollowed people, I was thinking in the back of my mind it was a total bullshit excuse. I mean I’ve been on Tumblr since 2009 and it has never happened to me, so I thought some were just too scared to admit that they unfollowed someone, because they couldn’t stand to be called out for doing it. Most people absolutely HATE confrontation I have...
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I just recently have been able to grab my phone since this mornings awful incident. And Anna had sent me an ask telling me to contact Animal Control, so I researched and called them to go check him out. I just hope it isn’t too late or that someone else or hopefully the owners got to him first.
I was so upset and such a mess for a few hours this morning after I got to work that I never...
Can't Stop Crying
I was running behind getting my ass out the door for work this morning, because I was dicking around and lost track of time. Anyways, I was driving down the road and spotted a small dog lying in the middle of the other side of the road, when I got closer, he moved his arm up.
He was still alive and was suffering, but I couldn’t stop because I was gonna be late to work and didn’t have...
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8 Things (Not People) You’ve Done That Most...
1. Got into a fight at the local Wal-mart at the age of 14 and totally rammed this bitches head into a clothing rounder. People of Walmart wasn’t around back in those days or else I would have made it or an episode of Springer. I made that bitch cry, respect me and taught her to never fuck with me again. I will totally defend myself physically if I have to, but emotionally it takes a lot for...
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Truthful Tuesday
I have been a victim of emotional abuse for as long as I can remember and I would let it continue for long periods of time fully aware of what I was enduring. It is something that I have continually let friends and family do to me. I have let them belittle me, make me feel as if I’m an embarrassment or dirty secret, treat me without any respect and basically laugh or disregard that I might...
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This was the best NYE I’ve probably ever had and I got to ring in the new year with someone I’m honored to call a friend. Lisa has been there through my worst this past year and never gave up on me, I seriously love the whore and can’t imagine my life without her in it.
She popped my Five Guys cherry today and I swear the food wanted to put me in a coma from all the fat I...
